Headache Attack

I got a flu around 2 weeks ago, and I thought it'll be another flu which will subside after some days, but then I ended up suffering a dreadful headache. Yesterday I had to go to school for some, you could call, afternoon class, which turned out to be more interesting than usual. I was indisposed ever since I was at home, and it got worse during my way to school. Arrived at school with a slight fever, I could barely understand what the teacher was saying.
Last night, I took some medicine, and to my astonishment, the making-me-crazy headache vanished not long after it. I slept in peace at 10, but I woke up at 2.30, feeling as though the world was turning upside down. Stomachache added my suffering as I could eat nothing that night. Starving, I couldn't sleep afterwards. To kill the time, I continued reading Harry Potter and The Sorcerer's Stone until 8, and then I fell fast asleep until 11. Everything just went wrong when I was sick. I messed up. I wasn't in a good shape to do anything, but creating some flash document. I sounded like a freak, or maybe I am. Anyway people, you should take care of yourselves, don't get sick! It's not nice whatsoever.

_Yau

Defying Gravity

Really love this song. Both Rachel and Kurt have very terrific voices. I am crazy over this Glee-things now. Oh~! Should I write about them?

Defying Gravity

Something has changed within me
Something is not the same
I'm through with playing by the rules
Of someone else's game
Too late for second-guessing
Too late to go back to sleep
It's time to trust my instincts
Close my eyes, and leap!
It's time to try defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I am defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'm through accepting limits
'cause someone says they're so
Some things I cannot change
But till I try, I'll never know!
Too long I've been afraid of
Losing love I guess I've lost
Well, if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost!
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you wont bring me down!
I'd sooner buy defying gravity
Kiss me goodbye
I'm defying gravity
I think I'll try defying gravity
And you won't bring me down!
bring me down!
ohh ohhh ohhhh!

I'm trying to close this chapter, but you keep coming back, and make me stuck in the same page that has your names on it.

_Yau

Fatbulous

Are you fat? Or, are you feeling fat? Well, I used to be fat myself, and I've lost weight, but I'm still feeling fat. Most of my friends said that I'm not fat, but still, I feel fat. Now, what do you think is wrong with me? Yes. Confidence is the right answer.
Many people, especially girls, are really afraid of being fat, that most of them go on a diet. That's not a bad choice though, yet most of people who go on a diet tend to pay more attention to other's perspective instead of their own bodies. I mean, they diet only to please other's eyes, not to have healthier bodies. They even damage their bodies by refusing to eat so that they'll lose weight faster, which isn't wholesome of course. If someone manages to get thinner by doing this, he/she will look somehow unhealthy and not fresh, since he/she is lack of nutrients.
So, for those who are going on a diet, I suggest you not to shun food, instead you only have to control your appetite and don't forget to do sport. And I've read a diet book mentioning chewing-gum could help you from eating too much. Like when you want to eat something, but you're not hungry, you could just simply chew a chewing-gum.
Meanwhile I think being fat, not obese, is better than having a pale zombie look. Seriously, if someone judges you from the size of your body, believe me, he/she is no better than you. But you still need to take care of your body by paying more heed to what you're eating.

_Yau

The Bakpao

Today was such a fun day. Me, Beatrice, DJ and Elvira spent so much time together, we kept talking, laughing and we didn't forget to take some photos. We have been friends for more or less 4 years, and although me and DJ have moved to another school, we manage to maintain our friendship. Elvira the Bakpao fetched me and DJ at our school and dropped us at Beat's house. There, we talked until 6, drove DJ to her house and went straight to El's house, where I'll spend my night at. Tomorrow, 4 of us, plus Cindy and KJ will jog round Cemara Asri, and it means me and El have to sleep earlier tonight. However, we've just got back from Palladium with 5 new DVDs, also she had plenty of horror movies to watch with me. We'd better get started before it's too late. So that's it for today, wait for my next post, will you?

Did you notice something weird in my previous post? I mean, the bizarre empty spaces that you might think it was an error or something. Actually I typed something there, something personal, and I think I'll slip more hidden messages in the future. To read it, you should pour blue ink on it. Got what I mean?

I hate the way she looked at you. I hate the way she talked to you. I hate the way she touched you. I hate every seconds she spent with you. But I don't hate her, I'm just jealous of her.

_Yau

Hidden

Tell me you feel the same
Because I'm for real
Are you for real?
I can't help myself
It's the way I feel
... Avril Lavigne, 4 Real

I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
... Avril Lavigne, I Love You

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
... Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
... Avril Lavigne, Innocence

If you love me, if you hate me,
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'
... Avril Lavigne, What The Hell

Whoever you are, if you think he's you, then he's not you.
It takes all my courage to confess. And I really hate to admit this, but I love you. I just really do, I think. Everytime I meet you, my heart beats so fast that I can't think clearly. I'm afraid I might love you when I don't want to be in love yet. That's gross! But this stupid feeling calls love has taken me over, it even makes me dull now. I let it grow because I think it'll die as usual since I could hardly love someone. But this time it flourishes and I just can't handle it no more.
I wonder why boys are insensitive.

_Yau