17 April 2011

Fatbulous

Are you fat? Or, are you feeling fat? Well, I used to be fat myself, and I've lost weight, but I'm still feeling fat. Most of my friends said that I'm not fat, but still, I feel fat. Now, what do you think is wrong with me? Yes. Confidence is the right answer.
Many people, especially girls, are really afraid of being fat, that most of them go on a diet. That's not a bad choice though, yet most of people who go on a diet tend to pay more attention to other's perspective instead of their own bodies. I mean, they diet only to please other's eyes, not to have healthier bodies. They even damage their bodies by refusing to eat so that they'll lose weight faster, which isn't wholesome of course. If someone manages to get thinner by doing this, he/she will look somehow unhealthy and not fresh, since he/she is lack of nutrients.
So, for those who are going on a diet, I suggest you not to shun food, instead you only have to control your appetite and don't forget to do sport. And I've read a diet book mentioning chewing-gum could help you from eating too much. Like when you want to eat something, but you're not hungry, you could just simply chew a chewing-gum.
Meanwhile I think being fat, not obese, is better than having a pale zombie look. Seriously, if someone judges you from the size of your body, believe me, he/she is no better than you. But you still need to take care of your body by paying more heed to what you're eating.

_Yau

09 April 2011

The Bakpao

Today was such a fun day. Me, Beatrice, DJ and Elvira spent so much time together, we kept talking, laughing and we didn't forget to take some photos. We have been friends for more or less 4 years, and although me and DJ have moved to another school, we manage to maintain our friendship. Elvira the Bakpao fetched me and DJ at our school and dropped us at Beat's house. There, we talked until 6, drove DJ to her house and went straight to El's house, where I'll spend my night at. Tomorrow, 4 of us, plus Cindy and KJ will jog round Cemara Asri, and it means me and El have to sleep earlier tonight. However, we've just got back from Palladium with 5 new DVDs, also she had plenty of horror movies to watch with me. We'd better get started before it's too late. So that's it for today, wait for my next post, will you?








Did you notice something weird in my previous post? I mean, the bizarre empty spaces that you might think it was an error or something. Actually I typed something there, something personal, and I think I'll slip more hidden messages in the future. To read it, you should pour blue ink on it. Got what I mean?

I hate the way she looked at you. I hate the way she talked to you. I hate the way she touched you. I hate every seconds she spent with you. But I don't hate her, I'm just jealous of her.

_Yau

04 April 2011

Hidden

Tell me you feel the same
Because I'm for real
Are you for real?
I can't help myself
It's the way I feel
... Avril Lavigne, 4 Real


I’m not sure you know
That the reason I love you is you
Being you
Just you
... Avril Lavigne, I Love You


We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
... Avril Lavigne, When You're Gone


I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
... Avril Lavigne, Innocence


If you love me, if you hate me,
You can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
whoa 'What the hell'
... Avril Lavigne, What The Hell


Whoever you are, if you think he's you, then he's not you.
It takes all my courage to confess. And I really hate to admit this, but I love you. I just really do, I think. Everytime I meet you, my heart beats so fast that I can't think clearly. I'm afraid I might love you when I don't want to be in love yet. That's gross! But this stupid feeling calls love has taken me over, it even makes me dull now. I let it grow because I think it'll die as usual since I could hardly love someone. But this time it flourishes and I just can't handle it no more.
I wonder why boys are insensitive.

_Yau

02 April 2011

Ivana Yau

Another personal post is up. Ready to read? I've thought to write about this long ago, but thank to my procrastinating habit, it's just done by now.
I want to introduce myself formally with this post. I am Ivana Yau, maybe most of you've known about this, I was born in 1994 and currently resides in Medan, North Sumatera. I am attending Sutomo 1 High School now, in which I meet a lot of brilliant students and amazing friends.
I'm simple, but sometimes I can be complicated, that's why I'd rather define myself as fuckin complicated. I change a lot, I'm unpredictable, moody and bad-tempered. I have not-big-no-lids eyes, not-so-sharp nose, not-tempting lip and not-very-white skin. I'm full of flaw, hell yeah, but that's okay as long as I have things call happiness and gratitude in my heart.
Although I want to be thinner so badly, chocolate is something I can't ever resist. I'm more or less 1.6m in height and 49kg in weight, people say I'm short, even some says I'm fat. I'm someone who appreciate a hand-made thing more than anything else. I love surprise, and pay a lot of attention to detail.
I take pride in writing and designing, not because I'm better than anyone else, but because I have the passion. I read and watch in my leisure, I also enjoy music; Western, Korean, Japanese, bring them all! I love making friends, however I'm never good at it. I wish to be a better person each morning I wake up. In the future, I wish I could say in pride "Yes, I'm the Ivana Yau."



_Yau

01 April 2011

April's Voices

Happy April Fools people. Having fun today? How many prank have you played or got today? I didn't get or play any, but today was surely a fun day.
Planned to go to karaoke since last week, we finally went there today. The idea just popped out all of a sudden from someone, more likely was from me, during the last lesson of today. Then me and Billy asked Vero whether she can go or not. When she has already agreed, Melisa and Ody decided to join us. We texted Stevent, Jeanne and DJ afterwards, since they didn't attend the same class with us. All of them say no, except for Stevent, he is a freak when it comes to singing things, find him here: http://steventwongso.blogspot.com/
I was worried at first, in as much as I never sing before, that I wanted to cancel it. Thanks God I didn't do that. AA joined us at lunchtime and agreed to go with us, Vero must be delighted. We went to M-box, the nearest karaoke place, and chose Indiana Jones room, but then we changed to Narnia's.
It was awkward for the first time, but Billy and Stevent managed to be the first to sing, then Vero, AA and Ody started afterwards. It was only Me and Mellisa who were sitting around and watching them singing. They were begging to hear our magnificent voices, but I firmly said no, LOL!
After some songs, Ody and Mellisa had to go home, so that left only 5 of us. It was the time when I became crazy. When Stevent and Billy sang Dynamite, I started to take my shoes off and bounce, no, jump on the couch. The rest of them soon followed me except Vero who was busy recording us. Then we jumped, danced, and screamed like crazy on the sofa.
My first song was Nothing's Gonna Change My Love and I sang it with Vero. Then You Belong With Me, Lucky, When You're Gone and I Heart You with Billy, and a bit of Last Farewell with AA before they pressed the skip button.
Our karaoke time was ended by Billy and his INNOCENCE. The most memorable duet according to me were Vero and AA who sang a Mandarin song, Stevent and AA who got the highest score, plus Stevent and Billy who sang Dynamite. I was utterly weary, not for singing, but for the jumping part. However I was happy, and that's the sole thing I'll remember.













_Yau
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